The ache in
your stomach is unlike one that you are accustomed to feeling; it is not one of
nerves or disturbance, rather one created as a result of a constant bubbling
laughter that is continually pouring from your lips, as you are settled into
the orange Ugandan dirt with three Acholi children. You toss your head backward
in delight and continue to spill over onto your back in hopes of stretching your
perfectly aching stomach out for a moment. The vision your eyes catch draws
your attention as you see the sun beginning to sink below the African horizon.
Every color imaginable is resting peacefully in the sky as the coral sun dips
behind the peak of the grass-roofed hut. You breathe in deeply, as if breathing
in the beauty. The sound of giggles begins to escalate, pulling your attention
back to the children; you turn your head to the left, imprinting your cheek
into the powdery dirt. Your laugh swells up from the within as you realize
Apiyo, Ocen, and Grace mimicking your every move, you begin to engage in their
new game. In this moment, out of the corner of your eye you see their mom in
the distance, she has welcomed you with a real, genuine, almost palpable love,
allowing you to feel a touch of home in this place that in generous terms,
is a stark contrast from the place you call home. Mama is joyfully cooking
supper with their newborn brother, who is approaching two weeks, fastened
securely on her back with a green blanket that matches the shade of the long
African grass which fills the fields. As she stirs the freshly cooked beans and
cassava the smell catches the wind and the gentle cool breeze blows it past you,
your mouth begins to water and you feel an overwhelming peace. The empty bellies that belong to the children
surrounding you will be satisfied before the sun settles below the horizon. As they
nestle into you, absorbing the love you are pouring into them, you realize how
much they too have poured into you. These people are becoming much more than
strangers, they are becoming your friends. They are finding a permanent
residence in your heart as God is opening your eyes to a beauty in life that
you have never experienced before. The hut that stands nearby, and the compound
that you timidly walked into just hours before, is feeling more like a home. You
were chosen by God for this moment, how is that possible? It is said most
simply, He knows you and loves you. Rest-assure the Author of your life has
brought you to this very moment for a purpose.
I am
content. I am filled. I am happy.
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